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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Thursday, March 02, 2006
What you never know won't hurt you.
What you never know won't lie.
What you never know won't desert you.
What you never know won't say goodbye.
What you never know - unless you try.
Hayley Westernra
What you never know won't lie.
What you never know won't desert you.
What you never know won't say goodbye.
What you never know - unless you try.
Hayley Westernra
Monday, February 20, 2006
Bad Day
Bad Day
Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on
Stand in the line just ahead of the law
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on
Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that Strong
Well I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
A friend said I'm not having a bad day, it's a mental disease which I deny, of course.
Devilish? Yes, it's me. =/
Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on
Stand in the line just ahead of the law
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on
Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that Strong
Well I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
A friend said I'm not having a bad day, it's a mental disease which I deny, of course.
Devilish? Yes, it's me. =/
Monday, January 02, 2006
Happy New Year.
Hie. Happy New Year everyone.
Yes. New layout for my blog. Thanks to Beccary. But I've spent more than 2 hours fiddling with the HTML codes cos the alignment was messed up and couldn't figured out why. After like so many hours of frustration when I was about to give up and switched off my lappy and it worked! That was 330am.
Just finished playing ps2 car racing. I raced like a drunk driver banging into trees, lamp posts and dividers. Needless to say I didn't win. Don't like using cursors. Still prefer Daytona. That was 415am.
I'm sooOOOooo sleepy now.
Good nite. Signing off at 430am.
Yes. New layout for my blog. Thanks to Beccary. But I've spent more than 2 hours fiddling with the HTML codes cos the alignment was messed up and couldn't figured out why. After like so many hours of frustration when I was about to give up and switched off my lappy and it worked! That was 330am.
Just finished playing ps2 car racing. I raced like a drunk driver banging into trees, lamp posts and dividers. Needless to say I didn't win. Don't like using cursors. Still prefer Daytona. That was 415am.
I'm sooOOOooo sleepy now.
Good nite. Signing off at 430am.
Friday, December 23, 2005
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
December Blue
Being Twenty Something
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis."
It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't.
One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.
You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life.
You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One-night-stands and random hook ups start to look cheap.
Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.
You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself...and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
Extracted from : HangOver WeekEnd
I can relate a chunk of percentage to the above article.
Reality check sucks. Then again, it's just a matter of perspective.
There's no winter here and in fact, I'm basking under the hot sun everyday. But why am I still getting December blues? I guess it's been drilled into the system.
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis."
It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't.
One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.
You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life.
You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One-night-stands and random hook ups start to look cheap.
Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.
You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself...and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
Extracted from : HangOver WeekEnd
I can relate a chunk of percentage to the above article.
Reality check sucks. Then again, it's just a matter of perspective.
There's no winter here and in fact, I'm basking under the hot sun everyday. But why am I still getting December blues? I guess it's been drilled into the system.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
One of Those Rainy Days... ...
It has been a very long winding and busy week thus far. Lots of clients calls to make, proposals to rush, presentations to give. etc
The weariness is really not doing me any good. As much as I love my job, too many things are beyond my control and I really hate the situation that I'm in right now.
Friday, November 18, 2005
Gym + Stress
Last night, Dad called when I was panting away whilst running on the treadmill. I slowed down the speed, took off headphone to pick up his call.
Dad: ' Lui ah... where are you? Why long time never call home?'
me: ' Dad, I'm at the gym. Can't talk properly. Call you after this ya?'
Dad: ' Oh, ok ok. Bye'
* Increased speed, put on headphone and started running again*
* Continued watching Anatomical Travelogues*
* 5 mins later*
My phone rang again. This time it was mum. A little agitated, I slowed down the speed, took off my headphone to pick up her call.
Mum: ' Lui ah, where are you? How come so long never call home already?'
Me: ' Mum, I'm at the gym now. Can't talk. Aren't you with dad?'
Mum: ' Yeah, both of us are at home watching the child birth programme and we are talking about you.'
*remorseful and agitated at the same time*
Me: ' Okay, I'm watching that programme too. And I told dad already that I can't talk because I might fall off the track. Can I call you guys back later?'
Mum: ' We know you are at the gym and we are just wondering how you are doing. Good girl you should go to gym more often as I can see you are putting on weight already aren't you? Your cousin sister came back from S'pore today and she's so pretty and slim and ... ... '
*very agitated by now and most of all, I was offended*
Me: ' Yes Mum. I know I'm putting on weight and I am working hard at the gym. Mum, everyone here is watching me yelling at the phone because the music here is so loud. CAN I CALL YOU GUYS BACK?!?'
Mum: 'Alright - la, we are going to sleep soon. Eat more veges -la, don't eat so much rice... '
* she went on and on giving me tons of health advices*
Oh boy, I have a mum at age 63 who is more health conscious than her own daugther. It's moment like this that really doesn't help much in relieving the amount of stress that I get in a day. Work stress + personal life stress + health stress + financial stress + domestic stress and the list goes on… I mean, how much stress can one person handle at a time before they eventually break down? And the last thing I need right now is mum to tell me that I need to lose weight. Bah. To make tihngs worse when someone is meeting an ex tonight. =(
* stop stop stop all that, I am staying positive!!! *
Dad: ' Lui ah... where are you? Why long time never call home?'
me: ' Dad, I'm at the gym. Can't talk properly. Call you after this ya?'
Dad: ' Oh, ok ok. Bye'
* Increased speed, put on headphone and started running again*
* Continued watching Anatomical Travelogues*
* 5 mins later*
My phone rang again. This time it was mum. A little agitated, I slowed down the speed, took off my headphone to pick up her call.
Mum: ' Lui ah, where are you? How come so long never call home already?'
Me: ' Mum, I'm at the gym now. Can't talk. Aren't you with dad?'
Mum: ' Yeah, both of us are at home watching the child birth programme and we are talking about you.'
*remorseful and agitated at the same time*
Me: ' Okay, I'm watching that programme too. And I told dad already that I can't talk because I might fall off the track. Can I call you guys back later?'
Mum: ' We know you are at the gym and we are just wondering how you are doing. Good girl you should go to gym more often as I can see you are putting on weight already aren't you? Your cousin sister came back from S'pore today and she's so pretty and slim and ... ... '
*very agitated by now and most of all, I was offended*
Me: ' Yes Mum. I know I'm putting on weight and I am working hard at the gym. Mum, everyone here is watching me yelling at the phone because the music here is so loud. CAN I CALL YOU GUYS BACK?!?'
Mum: 'Alright - la, we are going to sleep soon. Eat more veges -la, don't eat so much rice... '
* she went on and on giving me tons of health advices*
Oh boy, I have a mum at age 63 who is more health conscious than her own daugther. It's moment like this that really doesn't help much in relieving the amount of stress that I get in a day. Work stress + personal life stress + health stress + financial stress + domestic stress and the list goes on… I mean, how much stress can one person handle at a time before they eventually break down? And the last thing I need right now is mum to tell me that I need to lose weight. Bah. To make tihngs worse when someone is meeting an ex tonight. =(
* stop stop stop all that, I am staying positive!!! *
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Sometimes You just Have to Act Nasty
Ever heard of the ridiculous waiting time if you intend to purchase a Perodua Myvi? Well for my case we have waited for 6 months in total and now, we finally collected my new MYVI! Don't feel bad if your turn isn't there yet and perhaps you might want to do something about it. Me and dad have worked very hard on that part by persistently making hoo-hahs with our obnoxious car dealers who twisted their words and broke their promise and to sum it all, they just weren't being very nice to us compared to the time when we were booking the car. Well, they started telling us all sort of stories about why the car has been delayed when my neighbour and my uncle got their cars way much earlier than us through the dodgy way but I don't want to go there in here. So, we only reciprocated with more foot stampings at their office, moaning and whinning on the phone and whatnot, mum told me that there was once where dad went to their office and sat there complaining for 3 hours simply because they wouldn't give us a fixed date and used the term 'undefinite delay' to shut our mouth up. what crap. However, they did try to counter offer me to get a Red Manual Basic Model but that wasn't what I wanted, so I protested and acted like a grumpy customer demanding nothing but my Sleek Black Myvi to come ASAP. I guess they were really fed up with us eventually, 2 weeks later I received a call from this sales personnel informing me that my car is ready for collection. It still took another week to settle all the paper works and getting a Wilayah car plate but the good news is, my new car is now at home waiting for me when I go back to Ipoh.
Anyway, I arrived early at work this morning at 817am. Boss will not be around in the office during the first half of the day thus I managed to sneak some time out for my blog. Pray hard my workload today won't be too heavy and adhoc issues will not be too complicated to deal with, Believe me I am really going astray after all these working late till 10pm daily kinda job scope. Anyway, I better get back to do what I'm being paid for or I'll have to skip lunch again. Have a good Tuesday peeps! :D
Anyway, I arrived early at work this morning at 817am. Boss will not be around in the office during the first half of the day thus I managed to sneak some time out for my blog. Pray hard my workload today won't be too heavy and adhoc issues will not be too complicated to deal with, Believe me I am really going astray after all these working late till 10pm daily kinda job scope. Anyway, I better get back to do what I'm being paid for or I'll have to skip lunch again. Have a good Tuesday peeps! :D
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Just testing
It's been so long I never logged into blogger and I was just checking if they would deactivate my account, hmmm looks like it's still alive. hehe =)
Since nowadays I get the occasional convenience to have internet access, I will try to update a little more.
Friday, September 30, 2005
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Back at Work
Ah well, back in office after taking 2 days leave on MC. Feeling slightly recharged but still, things could have been better.
Anyway, the glass is still half full.
Anyway, the glass is still half full.
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